Yearning of Maria D. (2018)

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AKA: Das Verlangen der Maria D.
Directed by: Marian Dora
Starring: Shivabel (Maria D.), Marco Klammer (Man)
Country: Germany; Effed Up European Movies
Language: German; Effed Up German Cinema
Runtime: 01:17:04
Genres: Bizarre-Surreal, Necro-related, Violence Against Animals, Violence against Women, Scat, Pissing, Dolls (visuals)

Plot – Spoilers:
A German tourist, Maria, who has grown to only need the company of herself, walks among ruins, silently watching the other blank-faced, serene tourists. Her wanderings take her through churches and finally catacombs, where she’s struck by the photo of an unknown dead man. It’s a love so strong, she hires a dodgy character to steal her lover’s remains, claiming a familial connection.

The dead man has no name. It’s just a face. But that’s all Maria needs along with her imagination. She takes her time getting to know him, mostly because she’s body-conscious and shy, especially when the hollow eyes in his skull stare at her with unwavering attention. So she writes odes and little love notes and gets a feel of his bones gently at her own pace. She doesn’t consider herself a necrophiliac, rather simply a girl who fell in love with someone who happened to be dead. In a way, it’s about control. He offers nothing back in opposition to her imagination and thoughts and so he can be anything she wants him to be. And she can do with him anything she wouldn’t feel bold enough to do with a living man.

Yearning of Maria D is possibly Marian Dora’s most lonely and artistic work and while not being as extreme as his other films, is certainly worth a watch for most who visit this place.

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Minnow
Minnow
June 3, 2026 2:59 am

Definitely could not look away from this one, it made me feel.. something but I had trouble figuring out what exactly that was.

acie
acie
March 16, 2026 8:44 pm

Ewwwwwwww

Bill Boss 2💩
Bill Boss 2💩
March 1, 2026 12:58 am

Alguém mata essa mulher, centopeia humana>>>

Chuck Norris
Chuck Norris
February 27, 2026 10:48 pm

Germans make seriously boring crap. Not a patch on Fulci 🤣

Jean-Bob
Jean-Bob
January 6, 2026 8:00 pm

Before this movie, I never knew I could have a fetish about certain bodily fluids, unless it’s done by an actress as dedicated and serious as Shivabel Coeurnoir. I was stunned and sad to discover during the watching of this movie that she is dead today. And it’s a shame because the world needs actresses who can do what she did in this movie not for the money, but because she sees herself in what she does. There’s not enough about her on the internet, but she obviously had something more or different in her artistic endeavour. She looks like the kind of actress who deserves respect because she carried every fetish and crude moment in this movie. Who can make what she did the same way without looking sordid and brainless, or taunting because she’s obviously here for the money and can’t act? I can’t believe she died of a heart attack or whatever. From what I see, I’m pretty sure a certain PM of a certain middle-eastern country was not too fond of having some countrymate like her around. Her art and style screamed freedom and seeing behind walls. Like usual I was here for the nudity, and God knows if I saw some, but there’s more than that in the movie like I said. You can find cheap nudity in (not) enough movies here, but it’ll belong too often in Z series movies where there’s no art, no heart and no style, unlike this one and Portrait… Read more »

sellmariandoraintowh
sellmariandoraintowh
December 21, 2025 5:26 am

#sellmariandoraintowhiteslavery

Graveyardman
Graveyardman
December 20, 2025 2:36 pm

Less extreme than most Marian Dora films but still some graphic nudity and fetish stuff. Beautifully shot and sounds great. Perhaps some people will be able to make sense of it but not me. If you want to see someone pissing and masturbating I believe they should be at least as hot as shivabel coeurnoir.

Old Mom Hubbard
Old Mom Hubbard
November 15, 2025 2:49 am

I had a really hard time trying to stay awake during this one. Between the droning piano music, the church organ and the music box, all playing throughout the film in mid tempo, the video edits every 3 to 5 seconds, and her voice rambling at one volume level, I practically had to hold my eyes open. I’ve seen a few Dora films and I can’t say I’m a big fan, although I can see why someone would admire his film making. This just isn’t my cup of tea so I’m not going to rate it.

Master471938
Master471938
November 6, 2025 8:46 am

Le faltaron varías cosas. Debió defecar sobre el cráneo, debió ponerle sus pies en la cara al Cráneo y el tipo que la sometió al final, le debió coger el culo.

fred fat
fred fat
October 28, 2025 5:32 pm

if its dora its boring

Cyraxx
Cyraxx
October 27, 2025 8:04 am

I wonder if they are going to upload any of the films Carsten Frank directed. They’re probably just him pooping on everything, though.

Mac
Mac
October 24, 2025 10:25 pm

I wish Marian Dora made more movies. We’re here for film makers who push boundaries and challenge our senses, but few films actually do that.

Douchebag for Sure
Douchebag for Sure
October 24, 2025 2:10 am

Stomp, Stomp, CLAP. Stomp, Stomp, CLAP. Great job Admin!

LillyTheNurse
LillyTheNurse
October 19, 2025 11:26 am

That movie depicts me celebrating Xmas

jack surf
jack surf
October 19, 2025 2:21 am

1st of all the director of this film should be shot it was filmed way to dark out of locus most of the time the color was out of control the girl was pretty …thats the only good thing ab0ut this movie

Corpse Jungfrau13
Corpse Jungfrau13
October 18, 2025 6:29 pm

Very interesting

Dipshit
Dipshit
October 17, 2025 11:21 am

Watching this shit and just remembered the time that i had sex with my grandma. She had saggy breast dude.

Jean-Bob
Jean-Bob
October 16, 2025 10:53 pm

Man, was this new style necessary? The former one was neutral and welcoming _ this one clearly gives a darker, murkier tone to your site. Some people here are obviously sick and may identify to it. Some of us are simply weird, or mildly perverted and could feel a bit estranged in this new environnement.

darthsinn
darthsinn
October 15, 2025 3:48 am

a masterpiece!it had a sad end though.or she met the man of her dreams at other side? too sad that the actress killed herself.people with strong fantasy leave.but the normies go on…what a loss

Steve
Steve
October 13, 2025 9:22 pm

80 minutes of complete bullshit. 0/10. Too bad Maria D wasn’t a little boy or I wouldve given it an 8/10 just to be generous.

Ken
Ken
October 13, 2025 8:19 pm

Is there anywhere I can go to buy back the huge amount of brain cells that just lost because of this movie????

bies
bies
October 13, 2025 5:20 pm

Dear Admin, Returned to your site recently, having not been there actively for a while because of the MAGA fascists. First of all, congratulations with the new look of the site. It is really classy! (Maybe a little too classy?) Now, I have not watched your films for quite a while, because I had seen the films already, but more often because the films are of too low quality (i.e. crap). Is this because it is difficult for you to find good films? And if so, is this because your perception of ‘effed-up’ is too narrow-minded? I think it is! Let’s face it: ‘effed-up’ entails a challenge to the morals of a certain period of time. It goes back to the 70s when the establishment in the US and the UK felt that certain movies were against the notions of decency. In Western-Europe the establishment have always been far more open-minded, which explains that this crusade against ‘immoral’ films was really an American and English issue. Obviously, ‘immoral’ is a vague, not universally-accepted term, which becomes especially clear in these days in which ‘morally correct’ is defined by MAGA fascists and their religious supporters. In Eastern-Europe, ‘morally correct’ has often been also associated with corruption. You, Admin, do not seem to get this: especially now that corruption has become normal in American society, thanks to the MAGA fascists, you do seem to get that concepts like ‘effed-up’ and ‘corruption’ are closely related. You started out so well, presenting all these… Read more »

T
T
October 13, 2025 4:50 am

My favourite of Dora’s work. A love letter to death imo. Unfortunately the actress Shivabel died after this was released.

press
press
October 13, 2025 12:29 am

Warra load of bloody piss and scheibe .Or just crap!!!!!!

I Am Trash
I Am Trash
October 12, 2025 2:53 pm

I could barely control my throbs when we got a shot of her anus twitching as she farted on the skull and I was sure I would blow if she took a shit. I was kinda relieved she didn’t because I really wanted to watch the rest of it. And then she did. ong I shivered as I squirted reams.

Zed Man
Zed Man
October 12, 2025 12:38 pm

Dora the Explorer of bodily fluids has gone a bit soft with this one. Not as extreme as his other stuff but still has his style nonetheless. You could almost class this as a romantic flick. Blight of Humanity beats this hands down but I still enjoyed it for what it was.

Nate Higgers
Nate Higgers
October 12, 2025 8:09 am

Wanna see a cute girl fart blood to the tune of your final fantasy ringtone from 15 years ago? Come on down to EUM. They’ve got it now. It’s art.

lazypirate
lazypirate
October 11, 2025 10:45 pm

finally this movie is here, after many years, this is also a great movie from M.D.

captain monkey
captain monkey
October 11, 2025 10:32 pm

wow, im a fan of this director and his movies a hard to find. thx for the upload.

Dipshit
Dipshit
October 11, 2025 10:24 pm

Bout time EUM! Great Job!

This one guy
This one guy
October 11, 2025 7:44 pm

Finally it is available here! One of my favorite films in this area of cinematic.

0hBB
0hBB
October 11, 2025 4:34 pm

Finally. My favourite film by Marian Dora. Unhurried, cinematic, intimate.

John
John
October 11, 2025 12:09 pm

That was the best movie I’ve ever seen on this site. Damn

steve is retard
steve is retard
October 11, 2025 11:51 am

Good movie. Too bad that main actress (Shivabel Coeurnoir) hang herself.